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SF

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 02:44:58 GMT

so how many people are gonna be in SF over winter break?
i think i am taking a trip for new years.
i think corey is coming with me.
and maybe kelsi.
who wants to hang out? :)

Sun, 16 Sep 2007 18:39:15 GMT

so i move to irvine tomorrow bright and early. i feel sick, havent been sleeping, and started my period early. anxiety?
last night i meant to spend time with my friends but instead i drank a little too much, danced a little too much and wasted the night. but i was afraid of getting emo due to the aforementioned pms. im slipping into one of those i hate life moods.

anyways, enough rambling. i fucking hate moving.

and if anyone ever comes to the oc, (although i dont know why you would) you can stay with me.

teef grossness

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 00:20:54 GMT

today was a long day full of painful things going on in my mouth. when you get dental implants, in order for the screws to heal to your bone, they put in "healing screws" that basically attach to the big screws and end at your gums so that you dont have a gaping hole in your gums. anyways, today i got the healing screws taken out, these crazy big metal things put in, a really hard mold taken, the big metal things screwed out, and the healing screws put back in. i dont know if i explained that well at all but it fucking hurt. the end.

ooh and i got my rental car wooo!!! its blue!

Thu, 06 Sep 2007 01:27:16 GMT

im back from europe. and me and shea are still friends :)
its wierd spending literally 24 hours a day with someone for 4 weeks and then suddenly not seeing them...

my car is crushed, someone hit me due to first hitting a truck that hit a tire. so my 2 week vacation before school starts, im stuck at my house. im only writing this so that i dont seem like a loser for being online 24/7.

everyone should read ender's game.

i <3 ni!

Thu, 02 Aug 2007 20:09:42 GMT

niaree sent me this book for my birthday. i love this girl! she has no idea how happy i was when i saw it :)

im totally famous

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 14:48:16 GMT

THE LAB

Sun, 29 Jul 2007 21:29:08 GMT

i feel really depressed and unmotivated right now. i really dont understand my brain. it could just be cause i havent had caffiene this morning, or that i am incredibly awkward in social situations, or that there is no point in anyone hanging out with me because i am about to move out of san diego, or that i STILL havent emailed the professor im going to be working with back, or that i missed kellys party because of aforementioned awkwardness among other things...

i need to learn to meditate but im too lazy. fuck.

today

Fri, 27 Jul 2007 01:44:23 GMT

last day of work!
im free!
leaving for europe on aug 8th!
grad school sept 17th!
omg is this happening??

to anyone who knows what im talking about...

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 01:39:11 GMT

randy's ok! i just have to rub some topical cream all over his body twice a day for a long time. my mom is going to LOVE that when im in europe...
im so happy! i was so worried for him...all the people at the vet loved him and said he was like the nicest snake ever! so true. thats why he gets all the ladies...even with sores on his face.

you know your a ho when...

Sun, 15 Jul 2007 15:35:08 GMT

like 10 homeless people said "looking good this morning" on my walk from kelly's to my car.
and one random dude walked with me from el cajon and arizona all the way to university and 30th. i was scared, but he turned out ok.

"i have like 100 dollars worth of cans here!! and your looking good this morning!" -homeless guy outside disconnected. i guess free beer night is good for everyone.

Sat, 14 Jul 2007 21:31:42 GMT

there is a cat sleeping on my boob right now.

Wed, 11 Jul 2007 04:31:09 GMT

i had an amazing
from nessa's LJ for my own memories sake: "palm reading, being told by the psychic's 3-year-old son that "my mom has tits!", sunbathing at Shea's beautiful pool, California Pizza Kitchen, having the taxi driver take us through the Wendy's drive through at 2am, YOGA BINGE, 5 way kisses (we discovered it's officially an impossibility), people saying we were "refreshing", meeting cool people who know cool people I know, laughing our asses off in the self-help aisle in Barnes and Nobles for an hour, getting in an argument with the Starbucks cashier because they were offended that I said their cookies are too big to buy, Shea's snazzy new car, chakras, clothes-swapping, and an infinite amount of hugs, kisses, "I love you"'s and "I miss you"'s."

and if i dare add: 5 free blow job shots, pizza box crotch shots, UNFORGIVABLE on youtube, the cab driver helping us stalk people and calling us crazy, talking about poo, dancing to RIHANNA, and the bathroom attendant at the velvet margarita who i became BFF's with!

the palm reader made me depressed, since my aura is black and my chakra's are misaligned. then i realized she probably just guessed that since i have a lip ring and wear black. but regardless, it in some strange way opened my eyes to my current situation, which is that i am feeling down a lot (i wouldnt quite say im depressed...yet) even though i do have a lot going for me. im trying to buff up on my physics of spirituality and try to learn to meditate and we'll hope i can fix this stupid brain of mine. why should i feel shitty when i have gorgeous women in all parts of CA that love me, not to mention europe and phd programs coming up?
...anyways, ive decided palm readers are like therapists but cheaper.

this weekend with my ladies was just what i needed. perfect timing. although its always a let down when i realize i dont have that kind of total trust and love from friends down here. and that im moving soon so why even bother? eh...i need to read my new meditation book asap.

oh, and did i mention we met flight of the conchords???? i was/am so giddy that i talked to jermaine for at least 30 min, and then today after i friended them on myspace (oh myspace)...he messaged me about polio! i think im in love.

today i bought a shirt with prince (the artist) on a horse. and its purple. booya.

Wed, 04 Jul 2007 22:53:17 GMT

omg i drink too much! next time you see me with a beer remind me not to drink it!!!

if i wasnt going to see shea and vanessa and ciarra next weekend i think i would kill myself. i need more t and a in my life.
i miss everyone on LJ. like miss bad. like why did i move out of davis miss. i hate when i get in these regretfull somber moods. they totally blow.

on a side note: i put in my official letter of resignation. my last day will be july 26th. yeah its a thursday for a reason. ill be at livewire.

dont be too jealous

Sat, 23 Jun 2007 04:08:39 GMT

woo i just bought blue planet complete series dvd on sale for $30 at amazon.com!!! so excited!!!

even more exciting, my long lost friend from age 7 is coming this weekend and i cant wait!

on a more somber note, i told my boss i have to quit at the end of july. good thing i bought blue planet to cheer me up.

DONT

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 02:49:11 GMT

Did you know that Will Arnett, of arrested development fame, is the announcer in the fake trailer segment "Don't" from Grindhouse? I did not know, but IMDB is an amazing thing.

i was going to post something meaningful, but i forgot it.

Sat, 02 Jun 2007 16:56:23 GMT

my stepdad is crazy. i think he might be od-ing on his "happy pills". he was all alone in his room this morning singing to the dog about how much he loves him in a baby voice. i was scared, but amused. this went on for about 10 minutes.

my sunburn still hurts. totally 2nd degree

i was looking at this random chicks lj(lets just say she's short and i dislike her), and she had a picture post, and i looked at it...and it made me really glad that i am only friends with good looking people. i already knew this, but it just reiterated that fact in my head.

i work up at 730 this morning, on a saturday. and now im really bored, both at the moment and with life in general./

appropriate

Tue, 29 May 2007 22:38:42 GMT

i was sunburnt so bad yesterday that i cant move my legs. i had to call in sick for work. im pretty sure its karma for being such a bitch.

the FDA is making me depressed...

Sat, 12 May 2007 01:17:48 GMT

i am currently having some sort of chemical imbalance because i want to DIE.
i read a bunch of my old friends page entries and i think my eyes might start bleeding soon. it also made me feel bad for being a bad friend. maybe thats why i have like 3 friends. at least i have charm school episodes to watch. i miss davis.

MS walk

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 23:26:38 GMT

hey friends, im walking in the ms walk! research for MS is really getting close to a cure (scorpion venom is being used to make promising drugs) and if you have some extra $$ you can donate at my website: www.mswalk.com/alcathcart.

The MS Walk – to end the devastating affects of multiple sclerosis – is drawing near and your help is needed. In April, thousands of Californians will once again walk to bring the dream of conquering MS closer to reality. The money you raise from this event will fund continuing research to discover the cause and cure for multiple sclerosis. Equally important, it will help pay for a multitude of support services, right here in Southern California, critical to those whose lives have been touched by MS.

I have become active in the fight against MS, and I will be walking this spring. You can join me without taking a Step…You can sponsor me. Your support, no matter what the amount, will benefit 18,000 people living here throughout Orange, San Diego and Imperial counties fighting the MS battle.

WILL YOU PLEASE CONSIDER HELPING? You can donate online by at www.mswalk.com/alcathcart.

PS. it is a fully tax-deductible contribution

I hope you can help! Thank you for reading my personal appeal and responding with your support.

my gradpa died of MS and it isnt the best way to go. my coworkers friend has MS and she is only 24. Its a really tragic disease, especially when diagnosed so young. thats why this year i am more eager to raise money for MS research. thanks, and ill see most of you this weekend in davis :)

obligatory coming to davis post

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 00:19:26 GMT

oh yeah me and shea are coming for picnic day. so maybe we'll see you.

im moving back in with my parents till i go to grad school in sept. me and lindsay both have no cash money.

hopefully that will result in me having only one job.

picnic day

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 05:20:07 GMT

who wants to pick me and shea up from the airport?? yeah i know you all do.

Fri Apr 13 1718 Depart San Diego(SAN) at 07:45 PM
Arrive in Sacramento(SMF) at 09:15 PM
Sun Apr 15 697 Depart Sacramento(SMF) at 09:35 PM
Arrive in San Diego(SAN) at 11:00 PM

an update, cause i never do this anymore

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 01:12:48 GMT

fizzle has an owie on her mouth and i dont know what it is but i dont have time to go to a vet because i work 2 stupid jobs. theres dried blood and lack of hair in a little patch at the corner of her mouth. think it iwll go away on its own?? she doesnt mind when i touch her mouth so i figure it cant be that bad...

me and shea are going to europe approx. aug 8 - sept 2. its official. were going to be the hottests tourists evar. (on a related note, who wants a cat for 3 weeks??)

im probably going to grad school at ucirvine, which i didnt even plan on applying to, but did, and the research turns out to be pretty rad. MS and Herpes? who could want more.

i worked ~75 hours last week and partied all weekend and am very tired. my head hurts. and i have to do this again? omg im going to die. DIE.

anyone want to vacum my apt? k thx

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 04:08:38 GMT

-i got a cat and her name is kitty fizzle, she is grey and cute and 1 year 8 mths old. i also got some teef so i can go in public and by public i mostly mean bars.
-shea and cory will be here shortly (and robbler, and maybe casey) and i know everyone is jealous
-i work every night sat - tuesday. it sucks.
-it sounds like everyone had a crappy christmas. im sorry it made me sad to read all of your entrys. being anti-religious as i am, christmas doesnt mean that much to me, which seems like a good thing because apparantly this was a crappy year for dec.25th. actually, this was the first christmas i said a prayer. on a related note, i dont really like my stepsister. you guys should cheer up because new years will be better.

now im going to go back to memorizing the mimi's menu, omg, its so much fun.

im supposed to be knitting a hat...

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 07:28:45 GMT

i am pretty sure im going to get a cat. should i try to get a blue american short hair or a persian/himilayian type cat (i love scrunched faces!)...

im already so over my 'other' job. and ive only worked there for 2 weeks. its going to be a long 2007. but im glad im working christmas eve cause christmas is stupid anyways.

san diego friends: i am having teeth issues (again) and i will be in hiding (again) until thursday. i also work nights like every day except christmas till then anyways. i just dont want everyone to think im being a bitch by not going out for the past month or 2. i swear i will go out on a regular basis once im normal again!

oh yeah, merry christmas.

also...

Tue, 19 Dec 2006 04:32:06 GMT

"year in review" thing:

jan Kenny just broke my cock with a bottle of wine.

feb is gmail working for anyone?

mar my black converse are missing!

apr a month is like 2 weeks right? I PULLED A KENNY

may so i really want to get a pin up tattoo that incorporates animals in some way....should i get this or this??? (btw anyone who remembers this, it was a joke)

jun shea is going to get me drugged up, douse me in lighter fluid, light me on fire, and toss my flaming corpse off the social science building as i fall to my doom.

jul me and randy made it safely to san diego.

aug i was going to like update on my life and stuff, but then i changed my mind.

sep im sitting in my appartment alone drinking a tecate and eating chex mix.

oct so vanessa wanted an update on my life...

nov today the power went out at work so the owner bought us doughnuts with sprinkles and then i got to leave work at 8.

dec im sitting home alone watching tv on a friday night for the 4th or 5th time in a row because: a) my teef hurt (still, lame) b) i ate too much pizza (which i had to gingerly take little nibbles of) c)im still hungover from last night, which was my first night out in a month.

btw, i love the F9 feature. so rad. i think this is the most ive posted in like 5 months.